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? [Jan. 9th, 2007|01:35 pm]
Anybody still talking to me?
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Were is Richey? [Jul. 24th, 2006|03:45 pm]
What do you think? What happened to him?
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Become family [Jul. 24th, 2006|11:40 am]
I am the New One in the family.
My girlfriend has 3 children, a girl age 5 (6 in September) and twin boys of 4. We live a 4 hour train ride apart so weekend time and holidays/vacation days are used to get as much as possible.
You know how it goes – first you stay for one night, then you stay the following weekend too, then you have a couple of days of work and you try to spend that with the dear ones……..you leave a toothbrush and the some clothe. It still goes slow but it grows and at times I can not believe this people – especially the children give me love. I am hoping we will get far and maybe I have a chance to get my working place close to her and we can be together.
Right now it is a bit tough to handle things. Of course when my GF separated from the kids father they could not understand. I am sure they do now – the best possible way – because my Lady is an awesome mom and found a way to tell the little fellers the situation in a way they understand – “Dad is not coming back to life with us”.
Still I see it takes time to be accepted as the new person sleeping next to mom, going out in the evening with mom, be nice to mom…….we do not kiss in font of the kids or do anything else. At this time no need to confuse them.
Still I see a lot of work and respect, understanding and acting grown up is needed to make this happen. It started great – I was accepted right away. Now we got to the point were it takes me to act less touchy and keep in mind that they are kids and their brain works different (more pure) than the one of grown ups.
I hope things work out………….wish me luck?
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WE need to talk! [Apr. 19th, 2006|01:09 pm]
It is not hard to tell that I am not a native speaking American/British woman. But I love your language for sure.
I used to have English conversations via telephone with a former girlfriend and a dear mate until a few month back. Sad enough this is not happening anymore. The girlfriend from the USA is my EX and even though we remained friends and talk every now and then, there is no regular contact.
My mate in Phoenix, that I had been talking to on a regular base, is not able to have conversation like we used to. A few other mates I have in England or the USA – well I only talk to them to congratulate for birthdays or wish happy holidays.
I miss my English conversations and I thought this would be a good place to find a new “telephone mate”. So if you know me or would like to and can imagine having conversations via telephone on a regular base :o) – contact me. I will call you, no costs for you. I have a special telephone rate for calls in the USA.
All it takes is a little patience because I am a bit shy when I do not know a person – but that will be gone within a few minutes – I am sure :o)
I have an accent, of course I have but I am sure after a while you will understand me fine and I was told it is fun talking to me and hearing the accent – so give me a try? Would be cool.
I do not expect to get education and learn perfect grammar and all that. I just don`t want to lose my ability to talk to a person in what might be a little bit fluent English :o)
You can answer here or email me at SINWITHCHRIS@AOL.COM
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Day one - done [Apr. 16th, 2006|07:16 pm]
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |sadsad]
[music |Atreyu]

So I survived the first Easter Holiday – Sunday.
I expected it to turn out a drag but it was ok. It was just breaking my heart I could not see my Baby and the kids.
Time runs fast. Just a few years back the holidays as Christmas and Easter had been different – so much more people that since then are gone or too old to really enjoy it. I miss those times.
I also miss my mates that all seem to be busy for the holidays. It is maybe because I was not really spending much time with them lately. I was not really a god and caring mate like I should.
Though I was looking forward and at first I did not know how to handle the situation that I missed my Lady and The Wild Bunch so much. I guess I would have paid a fortune to be with her today and tomorrow. I hope I can maybe make it there to see them next or the weekend after that.
I should not look back because things will never be the way they had been. So the holidays will never been the way – the kind of routine they had become over the last decades. But looking at the present – I am a little sad. There is a little pain in my heart – I guess for many reasons – and it should not be there. But actually I can not help it.
Looking at the present I am not sure if I did right or if I should have tried harder to be with who I want to here and now. I should have put more afford in planning to spend time with my Dear Ones.
So we had past and present – there is the future. And that looks bright because I feel a lot of good things coming at me and for like the first time in my life I am not too afraid to accept them. So bring them on! :o)
And for the present…..it is still running and I am looking forward to – well to something I keep in my heart :o)

I hope you guys had a nice holiday so far if you celebrate this. Thanks for reading.
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Her..... [Apr. 13th, 2006|07:44 pm]

Be well everybody over the holidays. Life is a strange thing but nobody said we are supposed to understand. Live and Love. That is my plan for the holidays.
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Her [Apr. 13th, 2006|07:30 pm]
When I think about her..............

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As life goes [Apr. 7th, 2006|03:26 pm]
[Current Location |a subway]
[music |Aimee Mann]

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Tell me Tell me! [Apr. 5th, 2006|06:32 pm]
You have 3 minutes to talk on TV at prime time. There will be a millions of people watching and hear what you have to say. What will you say? I really would like to know.
Please don`t go: “I would be way too nervous to talk!”. That does not count. Just let`s say you are not nervous and can speak your mind perfectly. What would you tell the world…….Hey – this is the chance of your lifetime.
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